During a Kundalini meditation I found myself looking at the back of a beautiful white horse, in full harness. He was pulling a wagon, slow steady pace, sure footed walking with a rhythm that matched the bobbing of his head and mane. I was in the driver’s seat of this wagon holding the reins, encouraging this beautiful animal to pull my wagon down the quiet country road. The air was crisp with a gentle snowfall, lost in my thoughts I realized the horse no longer wanted to pull the wagon along, he wanted his freedom.
For years I have pulled the wagon, guided my now grown family, not always taking the easiest path. I was hesitant; I asked him if he was sure, the answer was an emphatic yes followed by a very kind and soft spoken please. I stepped down from the wagon, took the harness off of him, slowly, thoughtfully keeping it organized as if reviewing a lifetime in that instance. He turned to face me, I gently kissed him on the nose, he looked down that long road, turned back and nudged me with his head, one last thank you from his heart and then I watched as he danced his way down the road. I turned and walked towards the barn with the harness in hand, I laid it in perfect order across the stall railing, feeling the softness of the leather, realizing my personal transition has begun and my life will never be the same.
I thank you and honor you in your Divine perfection.
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So beautifully written.
It’s a great example of what can occur when you go deep into meditation.
Enjoy your newfound lightness of being!